Preliminary Exams are coming soon and in a way I'm kind of happy, it means that 'O' levels are coming nearer then after that I can finally get my face out of a book, not that i study that much but still. I won't have to worry about not studying. The thing I'm not enjoying is the fact that with the coming exams and stuff my relatives have increased their nagging power by like 50 times. Morgan! you must study hard. Morgan this Morgan that. In a way it's a good thing, but at the moment it sucks. Just imagine this, I'm lying on my bed and suddenly my uncle opens my door and goes, "how are you gonna pass like this?" I mean....wtf? Like as if i have to study 24/7 right. It's for your own good though! Yea. Eat shit, but seriously. I'll probably appreciate it in a few years.

I have this little thing against people that go to church just to make friends. I mean honestly, the purpose of going to church is to be in the presence of god right, making friends just something that happens at church but you don't go there just for the purpose of making friends! There are so many people that go to church and think that just because they go to church every Sunday it makes them a Christian. There are even more people that are what i call "Sunday Christians" in which they only remember god on Sunday but he seems to somehow get forgotten during the rest of the week.

I used to be quite an avid Christian so don't tell me that i don't know what I'm talking about. I went to church for about 6 years and have seen many of these kinds of people. I say used to be a Christian because I have somewhat fallen out with god. However, i still believe in heaven and hell, righteousness and unrighteousness, right and wrong.

A few people have approached me and asked me to go back to church. After i said i don't want to they replied with the line, "just go lah....you can make more friends!" THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO ASK PEOPLE TO GO TO CHURCH! Spread the word of god, invite people to church but do not advertise the church like some friend making place. If you are alone and need some spiritual guidance, by all means, go to church. If you need somebody to talk to because of certain life issues, by all means, go to church! However, do not think that church is just some place to make friends. It is absolutely ridiculous to go to church to make friends. If you want to make friends go somewhere else because church, is not the place.

I'm all out of things to say! Actually i had a bit more stuff to say but as usual i can't remember. I just wrote all that stuff in a bit of a frenzy. I think I'm gonna sleep now. I've got nothing to do!


backing away from the problem of pain

Labels: 'O' levels, church