English 'O' level oral is coming soon, if I'm not wrong i heard the teacher say two weeks or something. Two weeks is not long away! I'm already feeling like, really nervous. Had oral practice a few days with Mrs.Leong and she asked me a question that i couldn't answer. What if this happens on oral day!! Some of you will say, oh it's easy for you! You're Australian! Thats true, but I'm still human and so i am allowed to feel nervous and to make mistakes.

I can't believe that in about 3 months i won't be in Bendemeer anymore....it just feels so surreal. I'm looking forward to leaving secondary school though even though i heard poly is very much more stressful. New school new start!

I look forward to:
- freedom with my hair! i wanna grow a rat tail and color my hair wicked colors!
- getting a tattoo on my arm, like a tribal one.
- all the chicks in poly!
- no more school uniform! (but on comes the hassle of choosing what to wear every morning.)
- sleeping in a bit more.
- laughing at the kids suffering in secondary school.

Thats all i can think of for now. Anyway, i needa sleep! I don't wanna be late for school!





Billy Talent- Pins And Needles

Never understood how she could,
Mean so little to so many
Why does she mean everything to me?

Is it worth the pain, with no one to blame?
For all of my insecurities
How did I ever let you go?

Questioning her good intention
Jealousy's a bad invention
When you push on glass, it's bound to break

Even when she was defensive,
It just gave me more incentive
The more you squeeze, the more it slips away

I never walked so far on a lonely street
With no-one there for me
Is it worth the pain, with no one to blame?
For all of my insecurities
How did I ever let you go?

Accept this confession! ...I'm walking on pins and needles
You're not my possession! ...I'm walking on pins and needles
My conscience is vicious! ...I'm walking on pins and needles
And I'm begging forgiveness! ...I'm walking on pins and needles

I never walked so far on a lonely street,
With no one there for me
It took too long to see her in misery
And now it's clear to me

That it's worth the pain, always take the blame
For all your own insecurities
How did I ever let you go?


finally.