Tuesday, 9 October 2007 @ 11:42 pm
So, 2 more exams then everything will be over, that is of course...for now. Tmr i have POA then day after i have bio...I can't study today!!! My minds just not into it..I've found that i don't really care about all this study shit. It's all crap...and unfortunately some teachers make the subject crapper. Hmm...i would instead like to better understand why we think the way we think. Why we choose to do certain things even though we know the consequences will be dire...Sometimes i dream that i am emersed in some pool of the knowledge of life answering all those questions that even the smartest minds can't answer. Strange indeed...but i guess it's that word that pushes humanity forward. "Why, why, why....?"
Why was i born?
Why do i stick to the Earth?
Why do we need to cook certain food?
Why does age exist?
Yes, Humans....our ability to question reality has made us superior against everything. And yet...we find ourselves struggling against our very selves. Emotions overwhelm us..bring us down to our knees like a knife cutting through butter. The biggest flaw of humanity is our emotions, thats is in my opinion. Some people seem to be unaffected others are affected greatly. Love, the power to unite..ironically it also has the power to destroy. Anger, takes over our body making us do things we could never dream of doing before....Those are a few examples. None of us are perfect. We can only do our best to control our feelings even though it seems impossible...believe me i've tried and to some extent it worked but it really does feel impossible. Above all...we just have to try and let our light shine through ourselves and keep our darkness tucked away for no1 to see.
And so i question my feelings...and other peoples and ask why? Why on earth do we feel the way we do?
And i seek the understanding...the knowledge...the key to unlock ourselves.